haiz...
as usual i have been promise to my fren that i wont post any emo blog again...
but i still post it...
cuz tonight will be the most lonely night for me... T.T
why??? thats no reason for it...
even though ltr i can go have a mid-night movie with my parents...
but i still will feel lonely....
becuz i will be sitting alone...
can u imagine tat a person go watch movie!!!!
no one sit beside u..
can u feel the loneliness....
tats no one can have the feeling like me.....
haiz....
no mood to prepare anything for tomorrow meeting n exam...
all of my fren are full well prepare but just me dunno what to do....
well....
just can let it be...
a very well word that suit to me...
"lonely thing only for lonely person"
sometime some people say tat i were in the fortunate yet still wan to complain...
and say himself that his not...
but i have to tell u here...
you are the person who born in fortunate but still complain it much!!!
i didnt have the luck like you...
i didnt complain much...
but while i say it yet you say tat i have not meet it so i wont know!!!
but you are the one who dunno also...
try to use your heart to listen every thing that surround you...
sometimes that might not set for you...
you told me be4 tat everything is create by your own...
so dont try to blame anything...
i know that i wont have any chance to get her...
yet i did try my best to do it!!
so" if you try" you can do it...
dun tell me that u got try it...
i know you try it!!
but u put too much of hope on it
remember that everything thats have a lost on it...
dun put too much of hope on everything..
cuz thats no perfect stuff or people exist in this world...
i let you take care my sister...
but yet you were some times make her worry..
or my sister cant make you ..
then you start to be emo...
i know that if i tell you face to face ..
u wont listen it...
cuz u only will say that i didnt couple be4 so i wont know...
but this isnt the matter of i have couple or not??
is just the matter of how to treat everything in this world...
YES i talking this to you!! mr.K
here tell you that dun try again to hurt or make her worry again!!!
n here i tell you that if you are a truely wanted to be a psychologist...
at first you have to control you own emotional...
not control others emotional...
if not that you will just let your gf to worry about u!!!!
i might not this sites of expert ...
but i expert on the sites of heart...
thats is a lesson on 18 or your ages wont be learn it...
as a old word say
"要齐国先齐家, 要修身先修心, 要赢人先赢自"
in english means that
if you wan to take good care a country.... at first you have to take good care your own home...
if you wan to train you body.... at first you have to train you mind set....
if you wan to win others... at first you have to win your self....
in the last word
which means that a human heart is very difficult to train it....
you can win the others but you cannot win yourself at all...
i have been told you be4 dun try to make her worry..
yet you keep on make it...
i have been concession...so dun try to make me burst ok!!!
i know that after i write this you might dislike me or what...
but who cares i cannot tahan it anymore...
everytimes you show you emo face just will make her feel guilty...
because that 旁观者清....
so i can see the thing that you might not be see....
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